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3.25.2013

recipe:raw peanut butter oatmeal bites

so let's be honest.
the holidays were rough on my will power.
i know i'm not alone on this one.
with outings, and family gatherings, and vacation..
it get's rough to stay sugar & gluten free.
i feel for those who are truly allergic or diabetic.
it's slim pickings.
so, i faltered a little. it took me until mid-february to get back on track.
i'm not guilting myself, i'm just going to pick up where i left off.
it takes a loonnng time to break 32 years of bad habits.

but let's be honest.
i like sweets.
and even cutting my addiction to sugar, doesn't kill that.
it's in my dna. it's a genetic thing.
my oma had a sign in her house forever that said 'a chocoholic lives here'.
i never knew what it meant until i was a teenager.
my dad? total chocoholic too.
and lucky me got the sweet gene.
my brother would pass over a candy bar for a big juicy rib any day.
so would my mom. i wonder sometimes if i'm not adopted...
then i remember that my mom always has a bag of dark chocolate peanut m&ms in the drawer for dad to snack on.
and that dad was the only other person in the house who would reach in & grab a piece of frozen cookie dough out of the freezer & eat it.

yep. that's me. my father's daughter 100%.
cookie dough is far better than the actual cookie in my opinion.
and it doesn't even matter what flavor the dough is.
peanut butter, oatmeal, chocolate chip, chocolate mint, you name it..
i eat my share before they get baked.
(same goes for cake & brownie batter, they are much more alluring to me raw than cooked)

so anyways,
as a self confessed sweet tooth, it was absolutely necessary to find alternatives to refined sugar.
because if i'm going to be successful, i have to find a way to eat what i'm craving.
in walks these babies:



raw peanut butter oatmeal bites via triumph wellness
(i slightly altered this to my own tastes & what i had on hand)

Ingredients
  • 1 cup rolled oats (be sure to check labels for gluten free if you are allergic)
  • dash sea salt
  • 1/2 cup raisins
  • *3/4 cup pitted Medjool dates
  • *2 Tbsp crunchy peanut butter (OK to leave out to make nut-free)
  • 1 tsp vanilla
  • 1/2 tsp cinnamon
Instructions
  1. Put oats and salt in food processor.
  2. Process until finely ground.
  3. Add remaining ingredients and process until fully combined.
  4. Add a few drops of water if needed to form balls.
  5. Form into balls or press into a square pan and cut into squares.
i LOVED them. LOVED.
the hubs said they tasted like raw oatmeal cookie dough, and didn't like them.
uhm, hello? that's the best part!
anytime i make a new recipe i use this nutrition calculator @ spark recipes to figure out the calories
never in a million years did i think i'd be a calorie counter, but it's what is working for me.
that + cutting gluten & sugar, and minimizing the processed foods.
i use the 'lose it' app on my iphone to keep me in check.
i can pretty much guesstimate how many calories are in my meals now, but i still use it to keep me on track.
anyways, i thought i'd share this recipe.
i keep them in the fridge and pop one anytime i'm craving a little something sweet after dinner.
give 'em a try, even if you aren't dieting or cutting carbs & sugar, i promise, they are good!
have a great week!
xo-k
ps. i have never been diagnosed as having a gluten allergy. last april i did a 7 day fast, and after doing lots of research, i decided to try cutting gluten from my diet, as just counting calories wasn't working for me. i found that as soon as i worked back up to solid foods, and ate something with gluten in it, i felt awful after eating it. bloated, sluggish, and miserable. since then, i've opted for gluten free foods whenever possible. i've always tried to be carb-free cause it worked for me in the past, but now gluten free is working fabulous. i skip most carbs anyways, but when i want pasta, or a tortilla chip with dinner, i can have it using gluten free products. it's a win win, cause most of the time the gluten free stuff has less processed ingredients in it. and i don't have to miss out on french fries or sweet potato pancakes. i just eat them in moderation & with a protein.
pss. i don't think sugar is the devil. i was diagnosed long ago as having Hyperinsulinemia, which is often a precursor to type 2 diabetes, something that runs rampant in my family. i never really took the time to educate myself on it, but just tried to avoid the carbs & sugar, again thinking that was the problem. i took time last year to learn about alternatives to sugar, because cutting it out altogether was making me yoyo diet unsuccessfully. i love sweets, and i would fail miserably at trying to go without them. i mean, who wants savory oatmeal? i've learned how to mimic sweetness without the sugar, and couldn't be happier. i use coconut sugar, & honey mostly, but still in moderation. it's what works for me.


3.21.2013

currently: 3.21.13

drinking: lots and lots and lots of water. using a new app called idrated to keep me in check. it keeps track of how much i drink and reminds me to drink when it's time.

watching: well WHEN i'm watching it's 'the first 48', 'city confidential', 'bizarre foods', 'mysteries at the museum', & 'notorious' i'm current on 'new girl' and waaaay behind on 'vampire diaries' and 'american horror story'. i usually watch while i'm folding laundry & when i go to bed, and somehow i never have enough time, or little eyes around when i'm ready to catch up on those two. it's clear that had i the stomach for it, i should have been a detective, i can't get enough of csi stuff.

listening: currently obsessed with these three songs:


enjoying: more random lunch dates with friends i don't see enough. it's nice when we can carve out a small amount of time during our busy schedules to catch up. so far i've lunched with a different friend each month. it's pretty awesome, and one of the small goals i set for 2013. i'm looking forward to many more :)

wanting: to go some place new. even if it's only for a weekend. i think it's because i spend so much time in front of the computer, but i can't wait to get out of my house at the first chance!

anticipating:  busy weekends. this is the time of year were we literally bounce from birthday to graduation party to company party to easter, and everything in between. busy weekends are a fun break from my homebody routine!

loving: the dblcam app. i haven't mastered it yet, but i'm loving the possibilities.




reading: school stuff. i have read one book since december, and it was kind of lame. i just don't have the time, and right now, i'm okay with that. so much for my goal of 60 books in 2013, just not realistic now that i'm in school.

blogger seems to be spazing out this morning, so i'm going to stop there.
see ya soon... i hope!
xo-k

3.07.2013

video: be more awesome

i have good intentions of blogging, really i do.
but it is sort of at the bottom of my priority list if i'm honest.
i'm not BUSY, but i'm occupied.

i'm doing dishes and washing clothes.
i'm sweeping floors, and cleaning bathrooms.
i'm cooking dinners, and trying to cut out sugar (again)
i'm working on my will power, and scaling back portion sizes.
i'm giving baths, and picking up toys.
i'm driving to soccer practice, and giving up team mom responsibilities.
i'm watching school related videos, and posting lengthy discussion board posts.
i'm reading e-school books, and stealing small moments to read fiction for pleasure at soccer (where there is no internet access, and therefore no homework can be done)
i'm learning my new Mac, and i'm trying to teach myself photoshop.
i'm trying to attend class broadcasts, and bribing the dude to occupy the babe for an hour while i do.
i'm getting stressed out, and discouraged.
i'm not calling friends, i'm not even calling my mom.
i barely talk to my husband after 8pm when i finally have quiet time to focus on homework.
i'm finished with my first class, and onto my second one.
i'm trying to steal moments at the end of the week, beginning of the new when assignments are finished to work on project life.
i'm grumpy, i'm tired, and i have a long way to go.
and to quote elise blaha cripe "i can't do this, but i'm doing it anyways"

yesterday i rearranged the babe's nap schedule so that he'd be down when i had my web class.
he was so irritable by the time he finally went down, i felt guilty for keeping him up.
and after running around all morning with laundry, the dishes, and general daily picking up, and sneaking in a few moments to finish up an assignment or two..
i was in a BAD mood.

and i was in a BAD mood when my web class started.
i'm taking behavioral science this month, and this weeks lessons are on motivation & optimism/pessimism.
the good thing about Full Sail is that they are very interactive in their approach to learning.
(sometimes to my dismay, as i have to scramble to learn a new program on top of completing the assignment)
so yesterday, as an intro to optimism, we were asked to watch this video.




can i say, this kid is just AWESOME.
after the class was over i clicked through and watch some more of his videos.
i couldn't stop smiling. it was the first time i had smiled all day.
and after watching those videos, my mood was totally transformed the remainder of the day.
i felt like a huge grumpy sack of feelings were lifted off my shoulder.
and so i wanted to share with you, in case you find yourself in the very same grumpy state today.
i know we all get into those moods, it's inevitable in life..
but kid president wants you to be more awesome, and so do i ;)



happy thursday!
xo-k
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